January 2010
30 posts
i close my eyes and you are everything i see . ♥
Call the police This whole place is gonna burn Come on Holly put the gun down for me Call the police This whole place is gonna burn You love money and the sex in your veins Call the police This whole place is gonna burn They’re trying to take it from us They’re trying to take it from us Call the police This whole place is gonna burn You’re so pretty when you dress for the grave...
i rather die than be famous. ♥
No, I don’t wanna be in love anymore ‘Cause I know what I’m gonna do These memories used to mean, everything to me But I can’t (I can’t) No, I don’t wanna be in love anymore I can’t stop, what I Can’t stop, but I No, I don’t wanna be in love anymore You should know by now you’re my heart, my soul You’re where I start and where...
love like vampires. ♥
according to you, i’m stupid, i’m useless, i can’t do anything right. according to you, i’m difficult, hard to please, forever changing my mind. i’m a mess in a dress, can’t show up on time even if it would save my life. according to you, according to you. but according to him, i’m beautiful, incredible, he can’t get me out of his head. according to...
if i treated you the way that you deserved. ♥
i finally found my romper and denim shirts.
bloody hell, my pay isnt enough to cover the cost for all of the things i want. rawrrrr.
maybe its my fault from the start.
DILEMMA:
should i buy my dark denim shorts from cotton on?
dark denim or light denim shirt?
grey or white romper?
rahrah.
somehow i hate to say this. but i miss aj.
there, i said it. i never thought i’ll say that. but i miss liz, marcia, shufen, shihyu and chenghowe. saw you guys on monday, but wished that that moment lasted forever. wished that i could still you see you all everyday.
even though went shopping with shihyu today. i miss him! like, we cant talk about all the stupid shit and bitch about kok the...
building me up and breaking me down.
is it so hard to forget. why do i not know how to feel. why do i feel
this way.
i cant forget. you, not that. i cant bring myself to.
i have no freaking idea what im talking about.
tell me what to feel. and how to feel.
I know it's mad. but if I go to hell, will you...
the past week past so quickly it feels like nothing happened and i feel so no life! this weekend is also passing so quickly! but at least i’ve accomplished a few things for now:
1. quit my job at this certain place. 2. got a job at raffles place. 3. bought my muse and paramore tickets. ♥
actually thats about all. sheesh, i feel pathetic. and im so broke man. ):
UGHHHH, frustration...
HELLOHELLO.
DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE I CAN BUY A LIGHT DENIM BOYFRIEND SHIRT AND A BLACK OR DENIM ROMPER.
TEXT ME OR CALL ME OKAY. if you dont have my number, write to me on facebook.
♥♥♥♥ PLEASE AND THANKYOU. ♥♥♥♥
recently into denim stuffs. ♥
do not disturb. ♥
Girl, you remind me of summertime But now you need time to clear your mind You’re tripping over what is wrong and right Just decide, I’ve been waiting all night Think back, think back, to the summertime I would cross through these state lines You were always on my mind It should not be this hard to see How to get from point A to B Without losing sleep, without losing sleep I will...
do you still want me like that. ♥
infidelity. this word scares me, and never have i ever had a dream about this. it might sound crazy, but i woke up with this uncontrollable guilt. even the song played continuously in my dream. the word screams at me, and i cant shake it off. perhaps its the influence of the music i listen to and the shows im always watching. i get easily affected by images and sounds, finding it hard to forget...
i go crazy when you're outside of my world. ♥
Sick and tired of this world There’s no more air Tripping over myself, going nowhere Waiting, suffocating, no direction I took a dive and On the way down I saw you, and you saved me from myself And I won’t forget the way you loved me And on the way down I almost fell right through But I held on to you Been wondering why it’s only me Have you always been inside waiting to...
i cant stay away. ♥
never knew job searching was so hard. maybe im a pampered little girl. but well, everywhere seems to be seeking a temp who can commit for at least half a year. and i dont really have that much time. so i’ve already sumbitted two online applications and one sms application and all i can do now is cross my fingers and hope that they will accept me soon and let me go for my muse concert too....
drowning. ♥
a player forgets every other person he played, but never forgets the person who played him.
(applicable to both genders.)
hello alone. ♥
the days pass fast and suddenly i realise that everything in life is too smoothsailing and too good to be true. its all a dream, isnt it?
sometimes i feel like i might just suddenly wake up from reality. (notice the irony where most people talk about waking up to reality.) life is weird, noone can understand what is going on. why is everything happening this way. why is everything planned to...
a fortune for your disaster. :B
me: whatcha thinking.
idiot: nothing!
me: oh, so that's what you have in your head.
this is stupid.
black cat.
i dontknow how to put it in words.
coincidence. or what.
what am i doing. what the fuck am i thinking.
and while im busy scolding myself, you help me by just shutting the fuck up.
dont write a word, cause i wont reply.
SHOULD I GO????
And the Reds go marching on.
i-am-bee:
Someone mentioned it’s weird that there’re still so many fans wearing their MU shirts. Especially with our recent horrible form.
That’s what we call loyalty. Manchester United forever (:
yesh! :D man u woohoo! :D
even if saving you sends me to heaven.
idk how im feeling now. gosh.
is this predestined.
what do i do now.
you can have the best of me. ♥
ughh, theres PE tomorrow. this sucks man. my hair’s still red, and i dont intend to remove my nail polish because I CANT BE BOTHERED. seriously, im so lazy nowadays. i dont know whats wrong with me.
and so tomorrow also happens to be results day, the day my daddy goes overseas and probably my last day at aj. im gonna miss so many people man. i think my parents are more or less prepared to...
practice makes perfect. ♥
and so the past few days were probably the most fun times of my life for 2010. yeah, its only 7days into the new year anyway.
yesterday was one of the more fun days where i actually got to meet up with porky in the morning. then went to town to meet monster in the afternoon. and after that we hung out till night before going for chalet. had a “surprise” birthday cake and all.
it was...
praying for love and paying in naiviety♥
Watch your mouth, oh oh oh Because your speech is slurred enough That you just might swallow your tongue I’m sure you’d want, want to give up the ghost With just a little more poise than that Or was it God who chokes In these situations, running late? No, no, he called in, he called in Or was it God who chokes In these situations, running late? No, no, he called in The hospices A...
a city of evil. ♥
A lonely road, crossed another cold state line Miles away from those I love, purpose hard to find While I recall all the words you spoke to me Can’t help but wish that I was there Back where I’d love to be, oh yeah Dear God, the only thing I ask of you Is to hold her when I’m not around, when I’m much too far away We all need that person who can be true to you But I left...
i need you like a heart needs a beat. ♥
I think that I’m missing something A subtle target on my heart I think that I’m missing someone And that someone is you I want you right here I want you right now You want me you got me Right here right now Take a step back tell me what you wanted Falling of the deep end feeling guilty as charged Bullets are scene
bullets are scene- drop dead, gorgeous.
this is my favourite screamo...